I am utterly depressed right now. I want to be at a college away from everyone and have the chance to miss people. i want to have a room-mate, and live in a dorm. i want to be at school learning something. I want to not be working 40 hours a week for $5.15 an hour. i want to go to SCHOOL. i miss it. :/ i want to kill myself right now ( Read more... )

Dear Brandon ( Read more... )

So tonight I am at Adams all alone because everyone is camping and Adam is at work. I thought it would be good for me, to have some alone time, it's been an hour and I am dying because I am so bored and lonley. I keep hearing noises, i'm sure it's just me being paranoid. I can't wait until tomorrow when we go camping. I love the fam. and miss them ( Read more... )

NEWS-FUCKING-FLASH : Shea, if you don't back the fuck up off my main bitch, Stephanie, I will be forced to kick your ass and piss down your throat. Don't fucking judge her, because, you're a big whore your self, you have no right. THANKS ( Read more... )

dearest arielle,
i made you new pictures because i know you hated the others.
i love you.
♥stephanie.

Have you ever sat down to think about your life? Like seriously psycho-fucking-analyze it. Do you ever feel that your life fucking sucks because you can only think of very few things to live for. Welcome to the life of Arielle Bymaster. Kill me thanks ( Read more... )

I was an hour late for work today. I am never late for work. Adam and I forgot to turn our clocks forward and Mom and Dad didn't get home until like 12:30 and they were too drunk to have any idea that it needed to be done. :( I felt bad that I was so late. Oh well, that place is a piece of shit and owes me an extra hour of sleep any how ( Read more... )

Gosh I have so much to tell! First of all, Saturday was Missy's Birthday. Adam and I went out Friday night and I had to be to work at 8:00am Saturday, so I was already tired. Well after I got out of work we met everyone at Applebee's for dinner. After wards we went to Brad's apartment. It was a really good time, at first. We were all playing a ( Read more... )

So friday when Adam and I went to the mall we left Kaufmanns with my 500,000 bags and passed one of those scales. You know the ones you put a couple quarters into and it tells you everything about your stupid body. Adam went first, put in his date of birth, height, and build. He was perfect, right in his range, about 200lbs. Then i went, did the ( Read more... )

I'm in a really really good mood right now. Other than i'm fighting with some bitches at work, i'll just kick their asses ( Read more... )