[http://myspace.com/_drea]

True beauty.

Anyway. Nothing to talk about. Steve is in town again. He's getting married soon. I can't wait 'til the wedding.

I like you

Wow, sorry for all of you people who care that I haven't updated. Stress stress stress. Things aren't going how we thought they were. So, things are going to take a lot longer. We're having troubles. Mm Hmm ( Read more... )

Well, now that my xanga has been hacked into, deleted and all of this nonsense, I will use livejournal. The end of that story. Steve was here visiting until yesterday. I love that guy. He seriously cracks me up. And when I say love, I mean as in close friend kind of love. Let's not get that mixed with the I can't live without you want to marry you ( Read more... )

I'm sick and tired of feeling alone.
I cant wait to go home and see her. Its getting all too familiar.

Valentine's Days real definition: This is a day for all you people who are alone out there to be reminded that you can't keep a relationship and to watch people who are fortunate enough to have found "love" flaunt it for the world to see like you should be jealous.

its been a while.
i dont write in here much
so read like the past month of my xanga.
www.xanga.com/jxaxdxex_afi

goodness gracious.
life is actually good.
i have a whole new perspective on things.
And I love it.
I can actually dicuss this with the guys.
im happy

oh my, i forgot I had one of these! woooops.
anyways.. things have been pretty good, I guess. I probably won't be seeing my family this christmas. It has been a hard year, and I would probably feel really out of place there.

I met someone new.. I dont know what will come of it yet, so I dont really want to talk about it. But yeah.. shh

I wish I meant more to you than the simple

"yeah your cool to be around, we have fun."

For once I want you to love me. Love me.