i grieve for you ( Read more... )

I don't know how many times that I have to say this to you Jared...but I'm sorry for everything that happened, and I'm sorry for hurting you. But don't you ever call me a liar again because I never ONCE lied to you about how I felt about you. I never EVER lied about loving you, because I still do. Just not in the exact way we thought I did. It was ( Read more... )

I have given, I have given
And got none
Still I'm driven by something I can't explain
It's not a cross, it is a choice
I cannot help but hear his voice
I only wish that I could listen without shameHere is where I would write about how long it's been since I've even heard from him. Nope. This is where I would write about my heartache...and all that ( Read more... )

What If It All Means Something ( Read more... )

Hi....I...went by today. Thought...it was time for us to sit and just chat. Try that friend then again ( Read more... )

I don't know. This whole thing has gotten me...confused ( Read more... )

I had all these ideas. I had....all these situations in my head about...why. I mean, that made sense.

And then I read in Ashley's journal.

I'm glad they're happy.

I don't like...seeing his number on speed dial and not calling.

But it hurts too much.

Shit hit the fan. Damn it. Keiko, chill. Mike, I need to talk to you. Got it?

I apologize. I didn't send them after you. I promise.

Had dinner with Alexis. Forgot how much I missed her. I missed everything. Maybe I am a creature of habit...and just go back to the comfortable. But I missed her. And she made me smile.

*slurs* heyyyy...I need....I need...to talk to you..
Soon. *cries* Where are you? Lexi? Lexi..? Milo broke up with me. Me, me...me. Lexi.