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Hey people! This is the 3rd drabble fic for “My Moony Wish”, I really hadn’t intended writing this into a little story thing, but el spamola is to blame! Hehe. This is for her, and also surfergirl17 because she loves fluff, and I do too! Trust me, my puppies will be happy!! Eventually… :)
sirius came back slightly from his reverie long enough to realise that unless he wants Moony to wake up suddenly and catch Sirius staring at him, like he’s the most beautiful person he has ever seen: Hmmm…. Well, lets be honest about this, he told himself: He IS the most Beautiful person you’ve ever seen, and more than likely ever will.
This made Sirius smile.
He found that despite knowing he should tear his eyes away from this wonderful sight, of Remus Lupin, warm, snuggled under his blanket, sound asleep, with that smile that managed to melt his Black heart: He just could not.
He realised that said heart, was in fact over riding his brain, and praying for Moony to wake up, figuratively and literally, to his eyes, which Sirius knew plainly spoke of his love for Moony, despite Sirius’ desperate attempts to remain calm, and cool at all times.
He secretly yelled at himself inside his own head, for being so stupid: Of course he’ll never know how you feel Idiot, if you keep up this pathetic façade. Although he had to grudgingly admit that he was doing a very good job of ‘playing the friend’ even though he hated every minute of the false parade.
This thought removed the rather touching smile that he had managed to conjure from looking at this stunning creature.
The little part of his brain, which had earlier reminded him that Moony will never be his, took advantage of Sirius’ depression once again:
“Forget it mate, he’s better off without you, not that he’d have you, because he’s special: Deserves better, he’ll find someone worthwhile.”
The pain this caused his heart was almost unbearable:
I Love Him! More than anyone ever possibly could! He’s mine, I’ll protect him with my last breath. Oh Remus, please, stop this pain. It’s too much. I love you. <3
His rational head was telling him the obvious: Move Sirius, just detach your feet from this spot that your rooted in, it’ll be easier to bear, if he’s not in front of your eyes.
Sirius whimpered; his heart, and eyes did not wish to be removed from this amazing sight, that was Moony.
He was so enthralled by Remus’s beauty, and his own thoughts, that he did not realise, until to late, that this amazing person, which had captured his attention, and more to the point, heart, long ago; had stirred from hearing Sirius’s whimper, and was now slowly opening his eyes…
Hope this doesn’t sound too sad, only I had to kind of do this, so I can get onto fluff, I hate it when the pups are unhappy, especially Sirius; he’s so vunerable inside, he needs Moony!
sirius came back slightly from his reverie long enough to realise that unless he wants Moony to wake up suddenly and catch Sirius staring at him, like he’s the most beautiful person he has ever seen: Hmmm…. Well, lets be honest about this, he told himself: He IS the most Beautiful person you’ve ever seen, and more than likely ever will.
This made Sirius smile.
He found that despite knowing he should tear his eyes away from this wonderful sight, of Remus Lupin, warm, snuggled under his blanket, sound asleep, with that smile that managed to melt his Black heart: He just could not.
He realised that said heart, was in fact over riding his brain, and praying for Moony to wake up, figuratively and literally, to his eyes, which Sirius knew plainly spoke of his love for Moony, despite Sirius’ desperate attempts to remain calm, and cool at all times.
He secretly yelled at himself inside his own head, for being so stupid: Of course he’ll never know how you feel Idiot, if you keep up this pathetic façade. Although he had to grudgingly admit that he was doing a very good job of ‘playing the friend’ even though he hated every minute of the false parade.
This thought removed the rather touching smile that he had managed to conjure from looking at this stunning creature.
The little part of his brain, which had earlier reminded him that Moony will never be his, took advantage of Sirius’ depression once again:
“Forget it mate, he’s better off without you, not that he’d have you, because he’s special: Deserves better, he’ll find someone worthwhile.”
The pain this caused his heart was almost unbearable:
I Love Him! More than anyone ever possibly could! He’s mine, I’ll protect him with my last breath. Oh Remus, please, stop this pain. It’s too much. I love you. <3
His rational head was telling him the obvious: Move Sirius, just detach your feet from this spot that your rooted in, it’ll be easier to bear, if he’s not in front of your eyes.
Sirius whimpered; his heart, and eyes did not wish to be removed from this amazing sight, that was Moony.
He was so enthralled by Remus’s beauty, and his own thoughts, that he did not realise, until to late, that this amazing person, which had captured his attention, and more to the point, heart, long ago; had stirred from hearing Sirius’s whimper, and was now slowly opening his eyes…
Hope this doesn’t sound too sad, only I had to kind of do this, so I can get onto fluff, I hate it when the pups are unhappy, especially Sirius; he’s so vunerable inside, he needs Moony!