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[_jessica_09727]

Sometimes i feel like i jsut don't really know who i am or waht i am sup. to be doing in my life right  now ... everyone around me is saying they feel the same!  everything around us has crashed... where did everyones happiness go ?  Why did we have to lose it?  I miss when nothing buged me but now i feel like everything bugs me and i bug other

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[naenae4eva]

I know that we aren't talking but....

I'm sorry that your upset and yea everyones world has been turned upside down. Its crazy and stupid and it sucks. I always feel like I'm not wanted and everyone I know hates me. It's sad. I swear every parent is like oh I have it harder but no they dont. We are teens that are suppose to be happy but its like that has been taken away or forbiden (not sure if i even spelt that right) or something. I don't get it any more. I've never gotten it. I'm sorry your grades have gone down. So haven't mine. I don't like singing or doing sports any more. I'm going to flunk. I guess I'm gonna have to get over that thought but it sucks. I'm sorry the guy you like likes one of your friends. That isn't fun to deal with. I guess I'm sorry. Hope things get better.
Love always
Renee
Aka Nae

[_jessica_09727]

renee i am really sorry about the whole fighting thing cause i ahte fighting with u cause then i never get to hear about what is going on with you n stuff so i am really sorry !

I wnat to talk again !

love ya ,
jess

[naenae4eva]

Hey Jessi it's Renee but Steve is typing for me over the phone. I love you a lot and that she's sorry that she spends too much time with Eric, and she hopes that you two can talk again. I'll try to talk to you tomorrow

Love you lots
Renee

[naenae4eva]

okay he didnt do a very good job for me but that's ok I still love him. I love you so much Jessy. I'm sorry for spending too much time with Erik. And I really do hope we can talk. I didn't see you this morning so I couldn't talk to you but hopefully I'll talk to you later.
Love you lots

Renee
Nae