only if you have ever feared you future can you understand ( Read more... )

Okay.... so this is for Laura, and anyone who doesn't have my info.... other than that, screw LJ

Jessica J. Stevens
GSS 11098
Durham, NH 03824

Randall 221: Upper Quad

(860)208-0593
(603)295-8576

jjy2@unh.edu
bulldozerbabe@hotmail.com

IAmJessicaJewell
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just went for a run, and realizd how nice it is not being home. which then got me thinking about how shitty people have treated me. and i deserve to be treated like that, but it still sucks. so i'm just gonna stop giving a shit what happens at home. this is the end of lj ( Read more... )

fucking screw it all.

i'm outta here.

i love sierra!

got salem band show tonight.... on my birthday ( Read more... )

SIERRA AND LAURA::::

YOU BETTER GET YOUR TOOSHES UP HERE THIS WEEKEND::::: sooooo much is going on, it's not even funny!

i have to work 'till 4, and then the band show is leaving carpooling at 4:30, but boith of those can be changed... COME UP NOW! lol... loev ya!

i don't want to talk to anyone right now if they're going to try to make me feel worse about who i am, or try to make me feel threatened by them, or try to tell me that i'm always wrong because i disagree with THEM and THEY are ALWAYS right, and that they know me better than i do and so i have to listen to them because i'm so stupid and because ( Read more... )

Eric drunk and Sarah sober…. This is what happens ( Read more... )

just went for a walk, all by myself, around to t-hall and back, via main street in my sweats and blanket. probably not the best idea, but i can't sleep. it was really really nice out: nice and cold, just like night is supposed to be. and clear, too. no humidity, no smog, nothing. just niceness.

but i still can't sleep.