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[_jesusfreak_]

I think I have hit rock bottem..I dont know how much stronger I can be. My walk with God is basically non exsistent. Actually I'm thinkin I'm not goin to go back to Third Wave anymore for a long time. Its better off me just not being there

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[xkaceyx]

Laranda MiddleName Baker.. AkA - LALAINA!
What! Are you Silly!! Well..

I have definately been where you are right now- and no, it's not fun.. you might not be happy, but not going to church is a bad idea. I mean - wow. I don't know what 2 say, but I'll talk to you on ICQ about it!

L0ve ya Much!
KaC!! *

[xkaceyx]

oh and btw.. that hurts.. i care.. and so does God!

[_jesusfreak_]

Thanks Kacey! I love ya gurl

..hmm

[eg_punk]

I care for ya Randii..and so does God*
I love ya girl!!
And if you stop comming to youth..ugh..I'd die..lol
tasha

Re: ..hmm

[_jesusfreak_]

aww thanks tasha! I dont think I could make it without my resuce squad buddy! I love ya gurl!
-Randii

[valleygirl07]

i care*
come on, you know i do. if i didn't, then i would have never trusted you w/some super sercet info. you know exactly what i'm talkin' about.
don't take this the wrong way, but if you're just comin' to youth at 3rd wave to socialize right now, then maybe you do need to take a break. we all care about you and want you to come to 3rd wave w/us but it's okay if you don't as long as you still grow in your relationship w/God. so, in short, if you leave 3rd wave and never come back but still have a relationship w/God and grow closer and everything, then it'll be worth it. but if that has to happen, i will seriously miss you*

[_jesusfreak_]

Socailizing is not the reason I am coming. If I wanted that to be the only reason, I could do that on the internet. I want help from God. I NEED help from God.

[valleygirl07]

i didn't meant it like that. i know that you're not one of those ppl that go to church for that.
i meant... well, i don't know how to explain what i meant. i'm sorry that i gave you the wrong impression.

[_jesusfreak_]

I know you didnt but I was afraid people might think that. And thats not at all true. I dont want people to look at me like that

[bittay53]

If you need help from God, why are you tryin' to run away from the one place where you can find help the most, and are surrounded by other christians, and many ppl that would be willin to help you.
I mean no matter where you really go, God is everywhere, so really its not like you gettin away from everything, those problems will still be there. If you don't face your issues they'll never go away.

Psalm 41:12- You know me inside and out, y ou hould me together, you never fail to stand me tall in your presence so I can look you in the eye.

Psalm 139:15- Nothing about me is hidden from you!

Proverbs 3:5- With all your heart you must trust the Lord and not your own judgement.

Proverbs 24:10- Don't give up and be helpless in times of trouble.

1 Thessalonians 4:7- God didn't choose you to be filthy but to be pure.

[bittay53]

Thats from all of us *points up*
Lucy-Tasha-Silk-And Me

[_jesusfreak_]

thanks guys...its nice to know you guys care. I love all four of u guys to death!

[_jesusfreak_]

its not that I'm running I just dont want people t look down on me when they find out whats going on....