OK the more and more i thought about this entry the more and more i laughed...Kristin when i wrote that to Jayne it was about everything that happened to her and I this summer It talked about people and boys which didnt involve you or mary in any of those things i mean you might have been present at the time of something happening but it wasnt about either of you and i DONT act diffrent after i hang out with her.I know i dont for a fact and i never said anything about you hating me for hanging out with her or what ever...i dont know where you got the last part where you talked about hating her orhating me for hanging out with her and ALL i am is MYSELF i dont know how to be anything diffrent.(this is not supposed to be read in an angry or rude sarcastic voice cause its said in a normal one :) )
Peggy, i didnt mean for that to be mean in anyway. But i just feel like you dont want to be mine or marys friend anymore. I just feel like your always on the edge around us. I just dont want to lose you as a friend becuase you mean alot to me. And Im sorry for assuming it was about me and mary. And maybe your not acting different from her, but you are acting different, like i said, your on the edge. Im sorry, the way I worded that was stupid, i should have explained better, and i never ment for this to be like rip on jayne fest 2005.
"I need them not to hate me because i Need her when i feel down"
Im sorry. I miss you, i havent seen you all break. please dont hate me for this, i just wanted to vent, i didnt mean for anyones (jaynes) feeling to get hurt by this.
Weird. Becuase I've always concedered you one of my bestfriends even though we dont really talk anymore. Yeah i hate Mary, but that has nothing to do with you. And umm please tell me how i've changed becuase if I did in anyway it would have been for the better becuase I dont hang out with people who do things that i dont like. So if anyway me changing and becoming a better person and not doing things that I dont think is right, well if in anyway that is a bad thing, please tell me. Oh and dont say that I've changed. hat I'm not the same anymore. When you're the one trying to be justlike someone else. Be yourself. Quit trying to be just like Mary. You should probably remove your head from her Asshole.
Jayne, im sorry. And im glade you consider me one of your best friends, becuase to be honest, i miss freshmen you, and i miss hanging out with you. And it does make me kinda sad that we dont talk anymore. And I wasnt telling YOU how youve changed, to be fair, I was just stateing. Your right, you could have changed for the better, but i wouldnt really know, because we never hang out, but the only reason ive said youve changed is becuase of the summer. Everyone had to walk on eggshells around you, and thats no fun,ANd it just seemed like you yelled at everyone for anything alot, which is no fun. But we kinda stopped talking opver the summer beacuase of that....I just didnt really want to be around someone who was mad all the time. And im not trying to be like anyone else. Being myself is hard enough. Im not trying to be like Mary (no offense Mary) but i want to be my own person, I dont want to be someone else. And I dont really like to put my head up peoples assholes, kinda gross
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i know ur missin me already.
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"I need them not to hate me because i Need her when i feel down"
Im sorry. I miss you, i havent seen you all break. please dont hate me for this, i just wanted to vent, i didnt mean for anyones (jaynes) feeling to get hurt by this.
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