Dear journal

[_jetplanes]

I wrote down the day I got the phone call Sam was dead that it forced me to look deeper. But seven months later and I'm not sure what it is excatly I'm looking deeper into. Myself maybe? Too easy to say that. Looking into myself would invole me being out of myself and looking in. I think you have to be dead to do that; pretty sure. Looking deeper

Comments

[kikirica]

i agree with the loner paragraph. lately i've realized that everyone i was once friends with, i've pushed away. now i'm lonely because that's what i initially wanted, but i see now that its terrible.

we all get a little lost sometimes. the path isn't always crystal clear, but a few days out of the year it seems like it. take advantage, and just be.

[_jetplanes]

hello soulmate

[all_shook_up___]

Hi, I love you. Just so you know. And I think we should be together more because when we're together we're not alone and crying. Because I get anxiety when i'm alone. And i'm alone almost every day of the week.

call me.

[_jetplanes]

i love you

[lipsofdeceit86]

You know that im always here for you dino poo, if you ever want to talk or stuff. So you are nto alone, you jsut dont like me or something

[_jetplanes]

i dont like you. i love you. see you soon chrissy poo