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[_joshuachasez]

*Sighs, looking around my room, realizing how empty the huge house is, and realizes how lonely I feel inside and out*

As I sit here, thinking about my past.. Thinking about meeting Justin on the Mickey Mouse Club... Meeting Tony and being friends with him to this day. God, I've been friends with Tony for 12 years. Time sure does fly by. *Laughs

Comments

[kunis_mila]

You shouldn't be sorry for being who you are. That's what makes you a special person. No one can be you. You're the only one in this world. That's pretty special I think.

[_joshuachasez]

I just feel as if I need to be. Like I've been telling everyone.. its like all the girls are ga-ga over Justin. What about Josh? Hell, what about Lance, Joey and Chris? *Shakes my head* Sure, I mean, yea.. Justin's good looking.. I'll admit that I've checked him out before.. I mean, What bisexual male wouldn't check out Justin Randall Timberlake? Who wouldn't check out Justin? I just feel... left out.

[kunis_mila]

I'm gonna im you now. *nods*

[_joshuachasez]

Thank you, Mila. Even though you think you "embarassed" yourself.. I dont think you did. <3.

[dirrtyxtina69]

Pssh. You're the hot-ass star. ;D

[_joshuachasez]

Pssh. Whatever. Thats why you have a sexy picture of your crotch as your icon, and you take hot pictures in a bra and panties... but I dont have any sexy pictures? Hell, even Justin has sexy ass pictures of himself. *Shrugs* I need sexy icons. Maybe that would make people think I'm hot.

[justin_timber]

Some say that time changes,
best friends can become strangers
But I don't want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me we could make it through.

[_joshuachasez]

Justin, I'm always going to be here for you. No matter how many times you make fun of me.. No matter how many times we get into fights.. No matter how immature you or I get.. I wouldn't end our friendship for anything. The friendship we have is something I will cherish, even after I'm gone. I love you like a brother, J. Nothing will ever change that.

[brit_jeanspears]

Josh, gimmie a break here, ok, babe. You are..amazingly talented, you can sing, dance, act, write lyrics like a motherfucker and you're incredibly sweet. Not to mention you're a great person all together. You're one of my best friends and I love you just the way you are. No one..and I do mean no one could ever take you're place. You've been there for me through thick and thin and that means so much to me. I don't know what I'd do without you. I love you, Jayce. Don't change.

[_joshuachasez]

Thank you, Britney. I just.. Im jealous, I guess. Jealous that Justin is usually the one who gets the most attention. Jealous that Justin gets all the girls. Jealous that I can't look as "hot" as him. I mean, Im Joshua Scott Chasez. I'm an almost 27 year old bisexual male who's going through a time in his life where he Doesnt feel like shaving or cutting his hair has finally realized that maybe all the girls in the music industry, acting industry, hell... all the girls in the world.. just prefer guys who are under the age of 25. Yea. Maybe thats it.

[kiana_bessa]

Please don't change. I wouldn't have you any other way.

[_joshuachasez]

I wont change, Kiana. I dont think I would be able to. *Laughs softly* So many people seem to like me for who I am. Besides, if people don't like me for who I am.. then that's their problem.. and not mine.