so cold.

where am i? at home..where should i be? misery signals...wow. my dads a dick. oh well. maybe i'll be able to go on sunday. but i really wanted to see life at last's second last show and nikola tesla. blah.

soooo i got my hair done today...the back turned into a golden blonde and i hadn't seen it yet and my mom comes in and shes like i hate the colour and i'm really mad at you. lovely...well me and the hairdresser also hated it so it she added more black and made the blonde more um darker? but my bangs are horrible..i didn't want them higher than my ( Read more... )

i finally realized why this stupid english project is taking me so fucking long. i just can't concentrate on because of everything in my stupid mind. i'm sitting trying to make my poweerpoint for my presentation tomorrow and its going no where. theres no way i can finish that, know what i need to say, and make a god damn perfect works citied for my ( Read more... )

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haha. oh man. i thought i knew what a bitch was... guess i was wrong. holy fuck. THE bitchiest girl came in drive thru and was like i was eggs on a hashbrown! i'm like..what? eggs on a hashbrown?. . . she gets all pissed so i'm like drive up and shes like FUCK!! she starts bitching at me blah blah so i just told the fucking cook to put the toast ( Read more... )

i don't know why everythings seems like its changed. i think its my fault. i guess i let my depression and anxiety ruin everything. it wasn't my fault and i didn't do it on purpose. i guess if i hadn't acted like shit things would still be the same. i don't know. i don't want to ask either.

i hate feeling so alone. and stressed.

November 19th, Misery Signals, Life at Last, Nikola Tesla etc, Warehouse, $10

Sunday, Nov. 21 SNFU w/ Misery SIgnals Too Pure to Die, Covering Ground, The Warehouse ALL AGES. Tickets only $15.00 at Ticketmaster, Megatunes, and Sloth

well i guess things are sorta starting to get better... i guess hayley is sorta right...i'll be here longer than i wanted so i guess i better make the most of it. i'm trying really hard to get along with my parents...haha well theres a show coming up and stuff...but i guess i don't feel as shitty as i do when i'm constantly arguing with them over ( Read more... )