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I feel lost. I'm standing at a crossroad, and in every direction there are kilometers of open space. But I know that if I want to go anywhere, I have to pick a direction. I can either turn around, continue my doomed relationship with Millicent and pretend nothing has changed; I can continue straight a head, continue dating Millicent and eventually lose the best mate I have ever had since I'd continue dating her despite knowing all I know, and will most likely have my heart ripped out for it; I can turn left, let go of Millicent and wallow in my own self pity alone, knowing that Ernie and Millicent are finally back together; or I could turn right, leave Millicent so she can finally be back with Ernie and see where that road takes me, knowing that Hannah will be beside me every step of the way.
So, which direction to go? I know turning around is no longer an option, and I don't want to think of what will happen if I continue forward on the path. So left or right? I have been told since I was a child that when in doubt, turn right. Besides, company is preferable to being alone.