Well...after three long days, I've packed up all my things and I'm ready..brace yourself. I think my mom is finally beginning to see whats soon to come, theres no turning back now. Me and my dad have a plan, and were sticking to it. I must say, im somewhat exciting. I'm anxious to see whats going to happen next, once me and my dad move out...what ( Read more... )

Lord - this ocean is so big and dark and my boat is so small... have mercy on me.

I can't begin to explain the feeling i have right now..theres no word to describe it. People keep telling me to just hang in there and that things will work out...well, you keep saying that and nothing is improving. I'm just getting more and more off track, more distant from my old life, and further away from being me. I'm making myself sick over ( Read more... )

As i slowly crawled out of my bed this morning, im walking down the hall expecting my mom to be doing something stupid..listening to her Indian music, painting on the walls, have a day care at my house....something. But I kept walking and it hit me. She's gone. I looked out the window, my cars gone. She took my car..but shes gone. I took a deep ( Read more... )

ohhhh! check that OUT! I'm an expert AND im freaky!! Brian..you truely are a lucky guy. :) Kidding, of course.

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Well, at around 1:00 last night, or this morning, however u wanan look at it, my mom came home. all Hell is sure to break loose any second. Me and my Dad are for sure moving out, but my dads looking for a place, like a small apartment just for the 2 of us here in Decatur. Then he's hoping to get a restraining order on my mom. I think hes going to ( Read more... )

Go see The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. Even if you haven't read teh book, which is amazing, and so is the sequal. Regardless, get some girls together and go see it i promise its worth every penny. It's a touching movie..makes you think. You'll love it.

So Raptors tryouts were today and I must say things did not go as hoped. It was sooo humid and at least 90 degrees, prob. more than that. I forgot my inhalor, or however u spell it haha, at home so i was having difficulty breathing and i kept having like blackouts, only they weren't total blackouts. my eyes would just get cloudy and everything ( Read more... )

theres so many things i need to say. so much stuff going on in my head that i need to write down and need people to hear..but i just cant. the words wont come out and im just stuck..im clueless...im helpless ( Read more... )

Since my previous entry, things have only gotten worse. Right after i updated yesterday my dad came home to get essential things ( toothbrush, phone charger ect.) and he told me to go w/ him to the Co-Op to get some dog food, so i go oustide and my mom is halfway in the car screaming at him about who knows what, so my dad starts to drive off then ( Read more... )