I lied. Sorry. (November recap)

[_kataomoi_]

I said I'd update before the end of April but I missed that deadline. I had anticipated being able to update during my vacation (April 23-28) however... I was too busy having a vacation, for once

Comments

[ashes_to_roses]

*hugs*

[choukoumei]

Sorry you've been going through a rough time. I hope some of the situations have been resolved or in the very least that you're feeling better about it.

[_kataomoi_]

They have been resolved only by time, really. I have to accept how people are; my frustration won't change them in any way. I do feel better about them, because they taught me where not to invest my feelings in the future but also helped me see how cherished other people are or should be in the same manner.

[_kataomoi_]

Yeah, the "stfu"s are... so hard to bear. They're not giving you a chance, and it's sad on their part. They need to get over themselves. It's tough that way.

and hahaha! There was no real "false hope" about it. I was talking to him because he was very interesting, but even after I found out what I did about Dean, I still wanted to talk to Brady. I was getting attached to him, even though I dared not admit it. I got hurt whenever I got attached, so I kept distance everywhere; on facebook, here, etc.

Self preservation, after all.

[belledewinter]

You totally deserve a break from people. :( *hugs*

I will never get the big deal about virginity. Everyone is one, at first, and most people stop being at some point.

[_kataomoi_]

Yeah, everyone stops being one at some point, but it's the one thing you have that is only yours and you can choose who receives it. You can only give it once, and then that's it. No true go-backs for it, you know? It's special, in that way, especially to me. ♥