How can this be?

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How is it that I can be so happy at school. And I'm having so much fun. But the minute I get home, I'm not as happy. I think this is the first time that I have really cried on my birthday. And I don't mean, a few tears come out. I mean the full out cry, where you can't miss it. I really don't understand it. And I don't even really have a

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awe kt! im so sorry hun! i love and lobe you with all my retawded hawt! lol i luv my bethteth fwend and just the thot of you that upset, ESP. on ur bday made me all teary when i read this...lol i was tryin not to cry!! AND the fact of imagining your brother leaving you and how much you guys actually have a bond and how much you depend on him at home. he truely...truelly...trooolllyyy(i cant spell..sorry)...anyway, he honestly is a good person and a great brother to you, (even at those time he picks on u or whatever) hes your older bro and he cares about u so much katie. so im sure hes just as upset as you are of missing you. im sure of all the family members, you two are the closest. and i am so jealous of that. hold on to that katie. anyway, i also started thinking that when ned leaves, so will wes, and aaron, and christina...jason, jeremi, mcdanny, dayle, ect. and im gonna bawl my eyes out!! im gonna be soo sad when they all leave us here!! :( and then i remember (if we pass...well if I pass..) WE'll be seniors next year! we will