As these seconds cross my face I feel the age lines form around my heart. Coming into this maturity as the world says i must, I grab on to childhood dreams and refuse to let go. Growing up does not have to be the murder and sometimes suicide of your former self. Theses shadows stay shadows, people are still cruel regardless of conformity to them. ( Read more... )

Straying from this cold logic I embark on a journey like the blood flowing through my veins finding its way back to my heart. Hopefully I don't get lost wondering where my heart is because suicide is the only detour for this ( Read more... )

girls amaze me, they always seems to get me to think, sometimes to much though. when is a kiss not just a kiss but expression for what words cannot describe, when is a kiss caring with passion and desire, and not just being in the mood ( Read more... )

it has been awhile since i last updated. well there has been quite a few things on my mind. the one i am going to write about now it what i came to realize as i stood in line for star wars episode 3 on opening night for the midnight showing ( Read more... )

Girls stuck in my head spining like the earth and my eyes just can't keep up ( Read more... )

following through this dark road i came to a crossroads where i met a shattered heart of a boy that seemed so utterly familiar. it told me its story of its love and how it came to this place that was as desolate as the world we love in. we talk ed about the time where we just fell apart in the arms of another. the closer i looked at this once ( Read more... )

"i really don't know what to say my friends put me up to this. they said it would help me meet someone. They say i am to picky and that the only way i can find the girl i want it to look in a group of a million. It is some what awkward for me to do this personal ad, its out of my character, i am somewhat of a social person. well where do i start ( Read more... )

this entry is dedicated to the one and only stubbbs ( Read more... )

what to you see past the break of these headlights ( Read more... )

sitting here a the alcohol slides through my veins, my mind begins to cut into the fabric of life itself ( Read more... )