i am so so so sick...and i am freezing to death. erg.make me better.

today was a lovely day ( Read more... )

i'm so bored...i'm so tired...i have a headache...erg....this is so gay.i want to go home get into bed and cry....but i cant....i won't....nobody can know....not even myself.i must lie.i must hide.old habits may come back,but noone can know.i must deny it to everyone....

hello to all ( Read more... )

god i havent been on in like forever i swear....so i shall fill you all in on what has been going on lately ( Read more... )

at school with a headache and tired,but in a really good mood. i so want to see my john dammit ( Read more... )

i so love my john... he makes me so happy.when he holds me i feel safe....content.i love how he makes me feel,special.he is so damn sweet...

school is madness this year,it is so crowded it is insane i swear

well im i class so i better go,love to all

you know...i told myself i wouldnt let myself get close to anybody or trust ppl....but i just went against everything i always told myself.i am really getting close to someone,and it scares the shit outta me because im so scared of getting hurt,but i really trust this person,i care for him a lot.....i think i may be falling IN LOVE with him.....is ( Read more... )

               FUCK!!!

yes,i am so very bored...dammit dammit dammit!!!

i want my john!!