Stay at home alone on a Friday
Flat on my floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes have faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

Daniel came home.

I really do not like people at all today, well, most days. I get so fucking annoyed of everyone. There are a few exceptions.

Yesterday we fit 9 people in my jeep.

Bo, Jaime, Jeannie, Kelly, Bryan, Joey, Joe, Kristen, and me.

Oh, and i guess life is going pretty good.

Well, this weekend was an interesting one. Some up's, some downs. It happens- and that is all i really have to say about that. Today i hung out with a lot of people after school, then there was some dress looking with jeannie, bryan, and kelly. Found a few i liked but were either too expensive or too slutty..i did have a lot of fun with jeannie ( Read more... )

I really miss my brother. He keeps saying he is on his way home and that he will be home in a matter of days. He get's my hopes up, but then he never shows up. He's never going to come home. I really wish he would. I guess i didn't really realize how much I cared about him until he up and left. Whatever.

A lot of crazy shit has been goin on. I tell you something.

So i had a good weekend.

So i don't like it that i don't know what to say when people ask me what i'm like. What kind of personality do you have? I don't know. It seems that everyone else i know has themselves figured out. Or maybe they just pretend they do. I wish i could just speak my mind and do what i want. But i never do and i wish i could. I wish i knew what i was ( Read more... )

Jahaziel is awesome. He made my journal much better looking. And he is one of the cutest kids i know. Everyone agree? I think so. He also has pretty eyes.

Check this kid out...


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