Well you know how I feel about the bulk of this entry (and when I say bulk, there is a double meaning... if ya know what I mean). I don't think that he actually woke up and said "I just don't like her anymore," I think that it's a heartless lie. A lie to himself and everybody else. I think that he really does like you and that because you're leaving and because you kinda sorta rejected him (I mean you didn't because you still... did stuff with him but you didn't want to go out with him so...), it's some sort of a twisted coping method and that he's just trying to... salvage his dignity. Because boys are just assholes like that.
As for all the change, you can do it. You know how sad I was right before... and while I was leaving... and how sad I still am that I'm not with you guys and whatnot but you can do it... I'm sure it'll be tough but at the same time it's just so amazing.
Well that's all understandable ya big crazy. You can't help these things nor can you help the way you feel... Perhaps you regret this now, I mean it's making you miserable and all, but will you in years to come?
fuck him. college is around the corner. there are more important things and you once told me "don't waste your time with someone who isnt' willing to waste their time with you." so now its ur turn to take ur own advice. you can do better and i think deep down you know you deserve it.
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As for all the change, you can do it. You know how sad I was right before... and while I was leaving... and how sad I still am that I'm not with you guys and whatnot but you can do it... I'm sure it'll be tough but at the same time it's just so amazing.
I LOVE YOU ONLY FRIENDDDD.
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and i know i shouldn't be upset but i really am.
and i've never regreted anything in my life...never.
but this? this i regret.
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Perhaps you regret this now, I mean it's making you miserable and all, but will you in years to come?
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because now i'll miss my friend.
=(
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i am a human being goddamnit.
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