i may not understand anything about the world
or anything that happens in my life
the only thing that makes sense to me is you
and how i feel about you
that's all i'll ever need to know,
and thats enough for me... for the rest of my life.
- Boy Meets World
<3 ( Read more... )

So, here's my conclusion:

Stephen Peter Smith is always going to have my stupid broken to pieces heart.

"Cmon..be a big girl, wipe away those stupid tears. He's just a boy. A boy that has done this to you before. He's like every other boy that's done this. He's like every other person that has made you cry on your birthday. Don't let it get to you. Breathe. Stop clenching your teeth. Stop hating yourself. Eat something. That cake looks good. Don't ( Read more... )

derek just dumped me.

happy birthday to me.

I love how my best friend has to watch her stupid brother and sister on my birthday. Call me selfish but it doesn't seem fair. Now who's going to come to Connecticut with me? :-(

About this time last night
Derek hung up on me. For n
o reason at all. Just to s
ort of be a really cool ki
d, obviously. He still has
yet to call me back and I'
m definately not about to
pick up that fucking phon
e and call his sorry ass.
I just don't understand wh
y he would do this to me. I
t kind of hurts a lot.

♥♥♥♥

Tonight was fun.
Derek danced with me in my room.
To love songs.

♥

I am with derek now.

If you read these lyrics (like really read) and understand what they're talking about, then you'll understand why I feel like a slut.Bleed for you--Hidden In Plain View ( Read more... )

wow.

I'M A FAHKIN SLUT.

i pretty much hate myself.

grrr.