Fuck.

[_kissmecowboy]

I can't do this. I just can't. If I could go back in time and change things I would so fast. It's too hard being alone. It's too hard having no one. I can't handle the stress and pressure. I hate hearing everyone talk about the schools they are going to when that's all I've worked for all my life and I didn't even graduate highschool! Now I'

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[pinkcherries]

Cheslie you know you and I aren't what I would consider "great friends" but we are not on bad terms, you know. But the way you look at life is just going to make you unhappy. You really need to look at things in a more positive outlook. Think to yourself how you can change things. You are the only person that can make yourself happy. No one will do it for you. You can't sit around waiting for it. You don't need a boy to make you happy or make you feel like you are something special. That is the last thing you need you need to be independant. You have a child that needs you, she feeds off your emotions. You are molding her into someone and think about her feeling the way you do now. Would you like her to feel like she is nothing and has nothing. I would bet you wish her the fucking world. Anyone would. I just hate reading your journal to see that you are unhappy

Two Peas in a Pod.

[_kissmecowboy]

Thanks Kate. You are too sweet. I know, things aren't really that terrible but sometimes I get really stressed when things go bad and it seems as if all hope is lost. I think I only write the bad stuff in my journal, never any of the happy. But thanks so much. That meant a lot to me.

<3 you.