( Kaylyn's Birthday Photo Shoot )

It's Kaylyn's 1st Birthday! How exciting.

Also, Happy Birthday to Mr. Ashton and a good fella named Scott.

<3 to all.

I want to take salsa lessons. End of story.

Yet I never will, I'm a wishful dreamer.

Walking to the sink, I splash cold water on my face as I try to wake up. Harsh flourescent lights glaring off the stark white tile, and the room smelling of ammonia. As I towel off, the rest room's door creaks behind me, I spin in shock ... this is all too real.

O, Draconian Devil!
Oh, lame saint!

I'm laying on the floor. Breathing hard or hardly bretahing. Wishing I were dead, thinking maybe I am. The world is revolving and I'm just sitting still. Life goes on, not me ( Read more... )

I can't do this. I know I've said it before but I really fucking can't. I need to go back, way back. I'm brekaing down all the time, out of no where. I'm going insane. I need some damn Zoloft for real! I can't handle that random feeling I get in my stomach all the time like I'm about to cry. I hate this. Maybe if the situation was different ( Read more... )

I want to be with you one last time, hold you in my arms one last time.

It's like a love I can't explain. It's like you hate the idea but can't hide it. It's like this is all a waste of time but it keeps me smiling. I love you? YIKES.

Why do all my most amazing nights have to be with you ( Read more... )

Tonight was fun, we'll leave it at that. And by the way, it wasn't with a guy, I am not a slut for all you who can't take my booty call jokes. Just went to Border's and dinner with Jessica. End of story.

"How are you supposed to move when in that position?"

<3 you.

Suicide Girls 4 Life! HA HA

"It's nice just being able to look like shit together, smell, and laugh about nothing."

I Love You!