I'm exhausted, but yet again ... it was worth it. Riding around and laying around. It was a pretty good night. Sometimes I don't know what is going through his head, which stresses me out because I'm un-sure if this is all a game, a waste of my time. But it sure doesn't seem like it when he calls just to say hello because he was thinking of me ( Read more... )

My night was made up for. I complain a lot but my life isn't that bad. I'm selfish at times. I don't know, I wish things could be different, maybe someday they will, who knows, right? I need to be able to read minds and tell the future. Ropes and Handcuffs, smack a little booty. Big Boy and then his house for a little. Left to a random girl ( Read more... )

Do you all look at me and figure I'm the easiest person to screw over? Because it sure seems like it. I guess I should have seen it from the beginning. Waiting around all day with hopes of plans because for some reason no one ever knows what they are doing. Not hearing from people until 9:00 only to find out they've found way better plans than ( Read more... )

Yet another successful night. The day didn't go as planned, but do they ever? I'm hoping that tomorrow works too. I'm so happy. It's weird really. I've changed so much since 9th grade. WOW. I wish I kept all my pictures. Because everytime I'd change I'd throw away the pictures, not wanting to remember that part of my past I guess. But now ( Read more... )

Last night was good. Ha Ha Not just good, but I figured I'd use the word. Went and got ice cream with Emily because we were craving it. Waited around for Mike to get off work and then he came and picked me up. Went over to a friends house for a little bit and then road to Outback with some people. Saw Chelsea, Nina, and Jenny and it was funny ( Read more... )

One of these days I'm going to just break down and cry. And after I've cried my last tear I'm going to just stop. Get up. And not care about anything, just walk around like a zombie. Because life is better that way. If you don't have feelings, you can't get hurt ... am I correct? So if one day you see me and throw a fake smile on to say ( Read more... )

Your words hurt more than you could imagine. Lovely hearing about how two days later you are telling all these girls to call you so you can have sex with them. Real mature for Kaylyn. You should be looking for someone who matters, not a one night stand?! I don't know ... I guess my words mean nothing though. I was never mean to you, so why do ( Read more... )

Late night conversations about sex and other things two people should never discuss. HA HA HA! Good fun, I'm sick of hiding shit from people. Let it all out!

I approve of this weekend. I have a hard time trusting people and I'm trying to figure someone out, but all in all, I'm happier than I was a few days ago. I guess I'll have to keep optimistic and then just wait and see what happens. ::crosses fingers ( Read more... )

I'm looking for a can't live without each other sort of love.