Five for five! I feel acomplished and satisfyed with my acceptances to college ( Read more... )

I am extreamly exhauseted. Nothing is left in me, not even one drop of strenght. I feel like crap and I need/want 8 hours of sleep bc otherwise I'll vomit from tierdness. There is so much more to life than regular day to day frustration and pain...today the tears flew out of my eyes early in the morning and they washed away the unceserary worries ( Read more... )

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NO SCHOOL....long hours of sleep and a very relaxing morning! hum I love it. The only thing that sucks is my TV- it kind of broke. :( However I refuse to worry about it now, I will probably attempt to fix it later ( Read more... )

awww I had a horrible dream last night! It didn't wake me up during the night or anything but that was the scary part...I couldn't get out of it! I still tremble thinking about it. I suppose that my annxiety towards going back to school is making me all nervous and that turns into scary dreams. :( I like sleeping 9 or more hours a night, reading ( Read more... )

sitting here alone in the dark thinking about the past and the future...do I even have a chance?...

Construction is going on all around my house this morning and the sound of drills and hammers give me the most horrable headache. I am wondering when will they finally be done ( Read more... )

First of all I am glad to be back to civilization!:)Montecelo, the little mountain town in which my entire Jewish extended family was barried under the snow, was not so civilized. I went through 3 days of no internet or any sort of computer, no phone bc mine had no service up there, and no cable. I quilify for a place on Survivor. :P Anyway I had ( Read more... )

I am so relieved and so glad about...
"Vsiako zlo za dobro"

I should be doing Calc hw right now but I am not. I am everwhelmed with emotions and feelings I have for so long tryed to forget and leave in the past. The best way I can describe what I feel is by saying this: someone is asking me to give up something that I have never really had. The feeling is so strange and wierd its almost like a bitter sweet ( Read more... )