Hmm.. so this morning I am talking with, fuck I don't remember who and I saw Josh so I walked over and hugged him and stuff and he was like, "hey I have to go find out if someone is pissed at me." and so I let him go and went and talked to Joey, Stephen and some other guy for awhile, mostly about the musical and they decided to go ahead and flock ( Read more... )

Ode to the Nice Girls
This rant was written because a nice girl finally snapped.

I've read the tribute to the nice guys; this is my response.

This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it ( Read more... )

Well, I went to the mall and am spending the night with Megan, when we were walking at the mall we ran into Josh and Mark, his lead singer, so we hung out with them for awhile, but Megan like.. didn't approve of Josh, because of the drugs and stuff, I dunno, I love her, but she's too good.. I feel like we've drifted.. T'was funny though because I ( Read more... )

So I was standing with a huge group of people, Eric, Brandon, Kyle, China, and I don't even remember who else, and we were putting temp dye in Kyle's hair, haha, and I saw Josh so I walk over to him, and he's talking to Bryson, and we all stand and talk, about his band and then Trish walks up, and practically shoves me out of the way to hug Josh ( Read more... )

This morning I was talking to Josh and this girl Arielle was over there and he was flirting with her, I was like DUDE, but probably just because she is making a website for his band he has to be nice, rofl. Then this afternoon I walked outside hugged him and then remember I had to take a biology test, because I was absent when we took it, so I did ( Read more... )

Finally LJ is back up ( Read more... )

Apparently Donna has been lying to me longer than I thought, and I found this out from Christina because Donna had to have someone else go up and talk to Josh, she didn't even have the balls to. She broke up with Levi for Josh, or that's what she is telling Jiosh and everyone else but me, so I'm mad at her for lying AND breaking her promise ( Read more... )

Okay, I found out why Dee got pissed at Josh, there is this military ball, and I guess he is going because he has friends in ROTC, I'm not sure, but anyway, he invited another girl, OH GASP and she was pissed, its not like they were going out, and he had invited the other girl awhile back. He said he is going to call Donna tonight and tell her he ( Read more... )

I'm so upset, apparently Donna's promise to me about not going out with Josh only lasted while she was with Levi, because they went to that movie together, and apparently she asked him out and I guess he said no, because he said he doesn't really want to get into a relationship with her, I was like, "she's my friend, but I don't know, I saw what ( Read more... )

Fuck this shit, I'm so tired of it, she broke up with Levi AGAIN yesterday, and she went to a movie with Josh today, and she barely talked to me, she said she had to go, mhmm. So I figure it's only a matter of like, hours before they are going out, I could cry I hate her so much, and she is my friend, fuck it, I give up, I want my old friends back ( Read more... )