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[_kyuso]

Alright... I'm going to get this down and try to make sense of it all.

It had been a long time getting over things, a very long time. I was living in my apartment in Japan, only really having contact with Conner after our duties of protecting him had become less prominent and consuming.

After some time though, Joshua said that Conner and I should

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[baern]

Well... not sure there is any way this wouldn't be sudden.

And I am so sorry, you're right, I usually burn, but I got so out of practise after my wife died that I just didn't bother. And with Shana I.. honestly I forgot more often than not. So with you being male I just gave up trying and didn't think anything of it. I mean, you weren't female very long and I was sick all last week, so really there was only a few days...

but in just those few days, it's meant to be, Kyuso, it has to be, that is just way too much coincidence

I am never leaving you, unless you want me to. You are far too nice, but that's no reason to leave you. You tolerate me so well because you're too damn nice, and... I'm so scared that's the only reason and that's why no one else can stand me. But you can, you can tolerate me, and that's meant to be too. So I'm not going to try and fight it. As long as you can put up with me, I'm here.

[_kyuso]

Thank you. You'll have me crying again in a minute with happiness...

I still need to get Lucius to fix you up, perhaps if I can get a hold of him by telephone he can heal your internal problems later today.

<3 Thank you for loving me, I don't know what else to say I'm a little too shocked still. I'm researching pregnancy on the internet... it sounds scary.

[baern]

I'll be fine, really, feeling... okay I can't get past the happiness to see how I physically feel. But it can't be that bad.

I can wait, but you do need to be checked out. You need to be eating properly and getting good sleep and exercising - but nothing too dangerous... see I'm being paranoid now.

I have done this once before, I'm no healer or expert, but I was there. My wife was two months pregnant when I was ordered to battle, so... in her stubbornness and in my worry, she went with me.

And I was there when my daughter was born, and yes I stayed conscious. She was born on the battlefield, out in the middle of nowhere, but I was there, and I remember. So, maybe that can comfort you a little bit? I've been here before, and I am so happy to be here again.

And I have SO MANY THINGS TO BUY.

[_kyuso]

You just LOVE shopping don't you? I feel a little more secure knowing that at least one of knows a little about all this @_@

Lucius is coming soon, I got hold of him, to check up on me and fix you. <3 He should be here any minute.

♥ ... I'm... excitedly scared ^^ if that makes sense.

[damael]

Hello, and congratulations ^-^

[_kyuso]

Hello, and thank you. Thank you for taking the time to wish my your congratulations when you are obviously going through something.

♥ Pleasure to meet you Dameal.

Hakkyuu

[memoria_elysia]

Whatever makes you happy. Just make sure it's what you want, too.

Kids are... Well, just make sure it's what you really want, that's all.

[baern]

Now you have me worried. I mean, Kyuso said he was ready for this and ecstatic, and generally I take ecstatic to mean it makes him happy.

But... is there something you mean that I should worry about? Do you think there is something about me he should be concerned with?

I just, I'm sorry, I don't see why you would say something like that and I'd like to understand. You don't have to tell me, of course.

Hakkyuu

[memoria_elysia]

You're right, I don't have to tell you, but I'm not that kind of person.

It's a common statement here when people get pregnant; you just say make sure it's what you want, because if it's not then it needs to be addressed accordingly.

It shouldn't spark paranoia, but if it does you need to take a step back and wonder why it is. Relationships are a two way thing, after all.

I'm keeping my own personal thoughts to myself as far as posting them on a public forum go, but since over the weeks you've been making it your business as the partner to invovle yourself in almost every area of Kyuso's life then you tell me; IS there something he should be concerned with? Honest question, no venom attached.

[baern]

I know I'm paranoid and possessive, it's who I am, it's who I've always been. Now if I'm expected to erase that completely from my personality for whatever reason, that's just not possible. Relationships don't work like that.

That said, yes relationships are two way, meeting in the middle. I will have to let go of some of my traits for his sake, and I'm working on a lot of things for him. But in some things I'm sorry, I'm going to be as... ME as I am.

That aside, your question sparked worry, not paranoia, because I know Kyuso is a giving soul who may actually feign happiness for the sake of others. And given that I don't know him as well as some of his friends, I was just curious if that's what you were referencing. I was concerned that genuninely believing in him being content with this was wrong, because my first instinct was to trust what he said. You seemed to doubt what he said, and as his friend you might know better.

Conner

[memoria_elysia]

Heeh? @_@! Kyuso-sensei? Hontoni?!

Congragalashions!