Right now im at rachel's house on the verge of crying cause well i just can't help it. Everythings so fucked up right now especially because of last night. Last weekend was so good with everything at stratford day with Lindsay and i would have never would have imagined a week later to be so bad. I don't know what i did.. or why hes a avoiding me, i ( Read more... )

the bold applys to me..k?

smoked a cigarette
smoked a cigar
madeout with a member of the same sex
crashed a friend's car
stolen a car
been in love
been dumped
shoplifted
been fired
been in a fist fight
snuck out of my parent's house
had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
have had the cops called on you
made out with a stranger
gone on a ( Read more... )

Damnn i haven't updated in the longest time.. it's been like 3 weeks or something. Ohh well ever since then things have been going really good =].. umm like a few weekends ago i slept at Monika's and we saw house of wax.. um me, Rachel and Melissa have been hanging out alot cause were the asshole trio haha. March 15th was Rachel's party and it was ( Read more... )

( survayyyy x3 )

Songs I need to download:

Memphis Bleek - Like that
Pretty Ricky - Grind with me
Bobby Valentino - tell me

P.S - HAPPi BiRTHDAY TO MY BEST FRiEND RACHELL!! i <3 YOUU GiRLiE! <33

i'LL UPDATE LATERR!

xO0Ox amanda*

01. I have never kissed someone of the same sex on the lips.
02. I' see a therapist. [i have]
03. I'm the youngest child. [ the only ]
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I have gauged ears.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I ( Read more... )

Hey.. okay well yesterday was extremely weird/awkward. I know I'm not writing about any of my friends and no I didn't go to relay for life either but yeah. Family issues. Well yesterday I was on the phone with Jessica for a bit and she wanted me to go to relay for life but I didn't want to so I just called Monika to see what she was doing and she ( Read more... )

Hey. omgg i haven't written since effin spring break lol. well to just sum up the last few days of vacation was pretty fun.. me and Monika hung out mostly and played *skattagories* lol i fucking love that game. and yeah it was really fun. we drove around Shelton too and TRiED to find a Walmart.. lol then the weekend on spring break i went to the ( Read more... )

Heyy =/

wednesday * I woke up at around 12:15 lol. cause i was up for alongg time the night before. Hmm me and my mom went tanning and i wore a halter top cause it was madd hott out. Gary's been home.. he came back after like a month cause of his work.. well it's probably been like 2 weeks but it feels like a month lol. So me and my mom left and ( Read more... )

ehh hey.. well yesterday Monika left my house and then i went tanning with my mom.. hMm passed the fuck out on the couch and didn't wake up from like 4-7:3Opm.. dont ask me why [ probably because me and Monika were up till like 3 in the morning ]. Then Lindsay called me to see if we were gonna hang out later. I went back online and when Lindsay ( Read more... )