if you got the dogs, you got bitches, and BITCHES ARE ALWAYS OUT TO PUT THEIR PAWS ON YOUR RICHES.

[_la_la_lu]

so yesterday was disasterous. and yet wonderful. i met this friend... his name is jackson and he's motherfuckin' adorable, anyway, he has no where to live, and i wanted to take him home with me

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[hateyourgutsdie]

i know exactly how you feel about the friends. it sums up my life. you can come talk to me or call me or whatever about anything anytime, and im pretty good at advice. just know its there if you need it or want it.

[_la_la_lu]

it's always great to know that i have some people, who may not be around often, but if i really needed them would be there in a second. you are definitely one of those people, ana, at least from my perception. & you are definitely good at giving advice. you've been this long distance anchor for me for quite some time now!

[hateyourgutsdie]

im glad. i feel the same.

Re: It kinda sucks...

[_la_la_lu]

they might be jealous that you have gone through all these changes and such and had such a great opportunity to visit an amazing far away place, or maybe you know, they have changed a lot themselves and are at a different place in their lives, just like you... i guess only time will tell. perhaps it's a sign though to ditch them if they aren't happy for you, too. i've come to notice now that more and more good things seem to be happening to me and i feel more secure with myself and my surroundings, people are less interested. which is fucked up! i am ideally the best person i've been in a long time, and now i'm not interesting enough, and people who i care about and want to see happy are not happy for me? it brings up a lot of concerns and questions about what's going on in their heads about me for sure. and it just makes me feel stupid for all the times i've mothered so many people and thought about them and tried to do nice things for them like make/bring them food and little gifts... i care sooooo much about people. but

[tokyohalogen]

dogs are stupid

[_la_la_lu]

my cats certaintly think so. cats are majority rule.