I keep starting to call you. Then I don't. I don't want to inconvenience your life by complaining about everything...but I know that you are always on LJ, so this can't be an inconvenience. I haven't seen you in a really long time. I got you a present today. I'll give it to you at school tomorrow if I see you. I'll hunt you down.

You know when you sit in the middle of your living room with a discman on as loud as it goes and just cry until you feel like your eyes are literally going to slide down your face with the next wave of tears? Ya, I'm feeling pretty shitty about college apps. I am illiterate.

It is so annoying when people change how they present themselves for different crowds of people ( Read more... )

Remind me why I agreed to babysit my Tangerine for the past three nights and tomorrow ( Read more... )

I am going to fail life because I am falling apart and I am not appealing to colleges. Everything is so convoluted right now. I really don't want to take the SATs next weekend. I really don't want to deal with any of this college shit that is going on. It's not the applications and the process that is actually that bad...I just don't want to be in ( Read more... )

I drove and it was amazing. I must get a car in February. Oh thats far into the future. so upsetting.

I miss Zeya and Mike.
What did I do to deserve this?
It's not everyday that a girl loses her best friend
and her closest friend to academic programs overseas
...so what the fuck?

We have school tomorrow. Regardless, Emily and Tali came over and drank 40s. Aah senior year. It's September and you've got to admit that we all have senioritis already. What Crud. I have forgotten how to do homework. I go out after school and then end up at home. I sit around until 11:30 and then realize that I have work to do. I'm taking 2 APs, ( Read more... )

My life is fun and probably the most eventfull it's ever been... and I like it?...the beach and parties and going to work and just lazing around. It's interesting, but where the hell is MY life? Because this isn't it. Everyone left to have new lives. People escaped to college and people who haven't even graduated are doing programs that take them ( Read more... )