So this is how it gunna go down.

Shit.

Why is life so unfair?

If I seem a little weird for a while or if I just seem normal, just know, I'm not ok. Give me a hug and let me cry on your shoulder. Seriously. I'll need you guys for a while. I'm scared.

Now? Fuck.

This was supposed to be the best time of my life.

So it is back in my posession ( Read more... )

I feel kind of like an idiot now, thinking it was even feasible. Maybe I had too much hope cause now those hopes are shot to the ground. Eh, it'll be ok. I THINK I've got a back up plan ( Read more... )

It seems like there is too much to think about right now. I find myself zoning out in 2nd period for about half an hour, just thinking and blocking out everything else around me. It's like sleeping, but not. Refreshing in some ways I suppose ( Read more... )

I am back ( Read more... )

Ah Hem... A rap from Sara King ( Read more... )

up-up-update ( Read more... )

I got to look at the stars tonight ( Read more... )

So I'm finding that I'm getting really irritated with my dad instead of feeling sypathetic... I don't like it but you'd think I'd still be allowed to live while he gets himself undercontroll. I've been in a really crappy mood around him lately, and he knows it but I just can't seem to help it. I want to make things better and easier for him but he' ( Read more... )

What are we doing ( Read more... )