i'm bored so i'm updating but i don't have much to say ( Read more... )

i hate birthdays and never celebrate them and year after year people hassle me about it and think i'm being grouchy or lame or making things out to be worse than they are. this year i gave in because i won't be here next year and i figured it was better that i know people wanted to go out for dinner than have them ambush me with a surprise (as i ( Read more... )

i am so excited that it's snowing, because i love snow ... i think because it's such a novelty to us west coasters. i do not, however, enjoy that it is supposed to continue snowing for the next 3 days. because we are driving down to seattle, and it's going to be scary and stressful. i'm not afraid of calex's driving ... just every other retard who ( Read more... )

today was my convocation, apparently. i chose not to go, and instead to spend the day at work. it was weird being there and seeing people all dressed up with arms full of cards and flowers and assorted cheesy merchandise to commemorate the day and not being involved in it. i didn't want to go because i just don't feel like my degree is something to ( Read more... )

i was so excited to have the house all to myself tonight, completely sans boys and sans anyone but me ... but now i'm sort of bored. i wouldn't be if we had all the ingredients i would need to ... christmas bake! but i don't. and i know it would not go over well. le sigh ( Read more... )

spent the weekend in tofino storm watching and hot tubbing and wandering along the beach and sleeping in a very soft and cosy bed which i never would have left if given the choice. it was lovely. it rained the whole time but there was an exciting thunder and lightning storm which made up for it ... especially while sitting by the fire and drinking ( Read more... )

as of today i am $2698.71 poorer. and it feels great. i think i keep trying to convince myself that i'm scared, at very least that i should be, but i'm not. last night i had a dream i was back at moraine and everything was so absolutely, perfectly amazing and i was so unbelievably overjoyed to be there that i know i haven't made a mistake ( Read more... )

after spending most of my weekend with sean, and an hour on the phone wth graeham, and about $3 in text messages to andrij, i just realize there is no reason for me to be hesitant about leaving. there is no way i can possibly miss my friends when i'm in australia more than i do while i'm in victoria.

i guess i've been spending most of my time pretending that i'm happy.
it really isn't that interesting.
i suggest listening to some death cab for cutie or jimmy eat world.
you'll probably get the melodramatic jist.

( yup, i'm already nostalgic for the summer ... )