heh. if shes happy, im not. and if shes nopt, i am. lol i can say this time that i am happy. the past few days ive been really happy. ive come to the realization that ending it with her is not an option, its an easy way out. and whats the fun in that. besides, i have no reason too now. ive never loved her more ( Read more... )

I lost some respect for 4 people tonight.
some friends.

heh i really dont have good luck with people, maybe thats why i like to change "cliques" (groups, friends. ect.ect.) so much

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Today was fun, sorry for being so mad about inviting yourselves to my house everyone. My mom didnt even care. And the only jealousy problem tonight wasnt even mine, it was mikes. so hooray.

FUCKIN FUCK F'FUCKFUCKFUCK ( Read more... )

gah. im mad ( Read more... )

lol oops. i didnt mean to click the update button....meh

well. in recent news, krista and i talked, things are better.

unfortunately i may not see her tomorrow as planned. if its because she went to ryans tonight then.....then...... then nothing, but ill be sad. oh well shit happens

'night

Well, i thought about it alot more, and i still dunno. she seemed real sad trhis morning, but when we were leaving boces she seemed totally fine. i think i know why though. Nate and Jen brought up something i may have looked past..so in a few days, 4 or 5 we'll see how shes doing, and if they're right, she should be feeling fine. and thats super. ( Read more... )

OMG. someones gonna die in about 10 seconds. ive tried updating this twice,but the site fucks up and i have to restart ( Read more... )

when you say that you love 'em ( Read more... )