such a boring day...no joke. i was so board i went to the movies with jeff and his girlfriend. we saw without a paddle, which was good. then we snuck into AVP to see it again. then i came home and was board again. man what am i going to do with my life ( Read more... )

today went better. i wrote a song today which is cool i guess. tomorrow hans, greg, and spencer are coming over and we're jamming in the garaged...hardcore. my dad has a interview tomorrow and next wednesday somewhere i don't know...but i know it's close so thats good. today was real slow and boring...it was nice and better then yesterday ( Read more... )

today was much better. i just have good days and bad days and yesturday was a bad day.

i am so mad. my mom and dad don't have jobs. we don't have any money. i am so depressed. i feel wanted by no one. my dad and my mom are on my fricking nerves real bad. i just want to get out, but i can't, i need to find something...i don't know what it is. i'm so confused. please can somebody help me ( Read more... )

i had an ok day at school. i went out with todd and aaron to goodwill after school. went to kalene's house to talk to her but no one was home. today in study hall i wrote...i think...a pretty good song and hans liked it too. i came home and wrote it in my notebook and tried to come up with some music for it but that didn't work. i ran to my grandma ( Read more... )

uhhh bad day. went to friends house didn't help. very sad. don't know what i did. i wish i could fix it. i wish i could make things right. don't think i'll be around much longer. don't think i'll talk to for awhile. just real sad.

yeah well were not moving now. my mom told me last night as we were driving home from the skate park. she said it was cause of my brother and his diabetes and stuff. but my mom never wanted to move down there in the first place. i'm glad that we're not moving, but now i just have to tell everyone that we're not. my mom also said that her and my dad ( Read more... )

another boring day in school. leaving next friday. don't have anything else to say. and i just want a hug.

well the first day of school sucked like usual, and to top it off i'm not even going to be there long enough to do anything. i'm leaving next friday. so there isn't really a reason to be going anyway. but i have to for now. i'm really sad i'm leaving kalene. it wouldn't be so hard if i didn't like her like i do. but her mom is going to fix me ( Read more... )

well today was my last day of summer, it was like one of the most boring days of my life. i got up early cause i had a doctors appointment. i got home and called some people to see if they wanted to go to the skate park, but no one wanted to go with me. so then i just played tony hawk's underground. my mom got home and she told me that my sister ( Read more... )