i got some balls.


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gone is another memphis summer ( Read more... )

could any of you actually get off with a toy designed to look like an animal or insect? or...a cute animal or insect for that matter?

i don't understand things.

GOOGLE SEARCH FOR "LAUREN NEEDS ( Read more... )

i find that when i post here often, there's really not much going on ( Read more... )

i have this amazing and convenient habit of discovering a specific band or type of music....right when i need it. right now....punk rock. jesus christ. i was exposed to this at a younger age but i guess it just wasn't...the right time. presently...bulls-eye ( Read more... )

"i'm the same straight-faced fat kid
500 fingernails later."

amen.

so i'm out walking lily at....err...9:00am. trotting around in the shared backyard of at least a dozen other apartment dwellers, telling lily to "tee-tee potty." for you to understand the utter ridiculousness of the situation, i was wearing some silk, maroon pajama pants that balloon out in a manner not quite seen since the late 80s. some converse ( Read more... )

i very rarely get lonely. even when i'm alone for an extended and indefinite period of time, i don't feel alone. i've been by myself all day. i even ran on a treadm(ea)l in a deserted apartment workout room. when i got off work, max left me a message on my cellphone. i listened to it several times; grinning, giggling, and purring in between listens ( Read more... )

i can't sleep. i can't sleep. i very rarely remember nights when sleep came like it should. unless i was self-medicating. my prefered medication talks out of a megaphone all day in a city too far for me to comfortably love-drunk myself. instead, i start new books. today i finished ( Read more... )