every time i leave california, i come back loving it 10 times more.  but after coming back from Italy, i've realized that i want to leave this state for college.  there are 49 other states, and i figure that if i stay here for college, i'll inevitably find a job in california which means i'll be here forever.  i want to experience life beyond what ( Read more... )

I don't know how to feel.  Happy that summer is here?  Sad that we're going to be seniors, no longer simply "upperclassmen", but the class that leaves for good after 9 months?  Happy that 13 years of drama and akwardness are almost mere memories?  Happy that we're almost FREE?  Sad that we have to act like adults?  Sad that we have to spend next ( Read more... )

7 days.

8 days.

today has been horrible ( Read more... )

the spring wind is finally here!

I liked the Catcher in the Rye.  I think it's one of maybe three books I've read for school that I actually liked.

19 days til Italy!!!!!

vote Beer for publicity!

because i will die if i have to spend a year of ASB with corrine.

Well, AP tests are finally done....til next year at least.  I'm pretty sure I failed the History one though, and I wish I didn't have to go back to school after because I just wanted to go home and cry about it.  I knew I could have tried harder, studied more, paid more attention in class, and I completely blew it.  And it makes me feel worse that ( Read more... )

It's such a horrible feeling to want so badly for things to happen one way, only for them to turn out the exact opposite.  I wanted track to be fun, I wanted to try harder and be faster, I wanted certain people to like me, I wanted to go to Prom with another certain person, and I wanted to have the confidence to kick the asses of the AP History and ( Read more... )