grand gestures. ive had this thought before about grand gestures of love. I waited, like a lot of girls, i think, for that grand gesture of love from a guy. i put in all the effort my body mind and soul could possibily muster up. and then not only did that gesture never come, but any possibilty of it was literally just swept away. now all i can ( Read more... )

"I have figured out that he cannot complete me, even if he wanted to, I've faced enough of my own imcompletions to recognize that they belong soley to me. Having learned this essetial truth, I can actually tell now where I end and where somebody else begins."

LBChsDigity: we will be great together always

it is so amazing to be this in love.

and so so scary.

sometimes i wonder how you are.

i drive and look down ur street and think about all the things that have changed.

ive been wanting to update for awhile now. life is good and ive learned so much about myself. i couldnt ask for a better life ( Read more... )

just alil update, life is amazing, busy, but still amazing ( Read more... )

there are some people that are just toxic to your life.

u called urself toxic once,

its because u were

and still are.

i meant it when i said "when u grow up"

but unfortunately i dont think that'll ever happen.

and i hate that you can still make me feel like this
i hate that you can stil make me feel like shit.

today reminded me why ive always hated my birthday. maybe its something I do, but I always feel super disappointed. im not trying to have a huge pity party for myself, i just really need to vent because i am really hurt. all ive ever wanted was to be surrounded by the people that i love and that i think love me. apparently thats alittle bit too ( Read more... )

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