Had a much longer update but LJ decided it was very hungry and ate it! Looked all day with Neve and didn't see a thing.. Until I found one that was perfect will tell all later. So I will shorten it and simply say I found a house and am going to start moving in Saturday ( Read more... )

Chris watched Addy while I took Neve out to dinner, we then went horseback riding only the stars lighting the way ( Read more... )

A day after I think things are getting better. My lovely *sarcastic* ex-wife calls my cell phone and says she wants to see her daughter. I hate doing this because it sounds like I'm pointing fingers. I'm really not trying to, I'm going by the fact that Heather met someone else. Sure I'm not happy about it, it happens but she upped and left her 9 ( Read more... )

Through all the fighting and shit that has gone on between Neve and I. It was bad, emotional and not easy. She called me a bad father, which I got upset about. I mean if there is one thing that will piss me off it's questioning my parenting. I try my best with Addy. Sure I've made mistakes what parent hasn't? I told her I didn't like Justin ( Read more... )

Why is that you can hurt the people you love the most? I will always love Neve. But talking to her, somehow makes me hurt. I see pain in her eyes lately. I bring up stuff I wouldn't normally. I know exactly what will get to her, hurt her most of all. I mean to do it in a funny way. I left her because we started wanting different things. We ( Read more... )

I'm going to play proud papa and talk about my daughter. I love watching her try and feed herself, she is not quite coordinated enough to use the spoon, she has learned to put the food on the spoon with her hand and eat it *laughs* My baby is learning something everyday and is getting so big. I don't know what I will when she goes back to her ( Read more... )

Neve's brother is in the hospital, I don't know all the details except that it is serious. I am going to go over there as soon as I drop Addy off at her mom's house.

So like people are asking me how can I contact the almighty Lillard... I've thought about this... I tried to fight you all off *karate chops* but figured it's not worth my time to fight you off so my AIM name is Couldbelillard. use it abuse it but most of all love it!! :-D

I guess I should talk alittle more, I'm gonna move away from my usual goofiness and actually be serious. When I become serious it usually means I am about to talk about my beautiful daughter Addison Grace. She came into my life June 13, 2002. I love watching her grow up, she's walking now and even starting to say a few words. She says Dada, and ( Read more... )

Hello! I am Matthew Lillard, This is my first update. *duh* So Hi add me if you want :)