I had my surgery today. And it is really starting to hurt. I went shopping after I got it done, and my stitches bled so I got blood on one of my new blue shirts. But the blood all came off. I'm still not sure what the "mole" was or is. Doctor's and pathology reports are confusing. But whatever it is, it should be all gone now ( Read more... )

School sucks. But I only have 2 chem classes and 4 bio classes left. woOt wOot!And I got a C+ in my stats class which is good enough for me ( Read more... )

When one chapter in life closes...

Another one opens.

I hope this new chapter is better than than the last.

I'm gonna make sure it is.

xoxo

Everyonce in awhile I come to this site and think about updating. It never happens though. I'm gonna try to get better. But for now I'm just gonna do a quick update of what's been going on ( Read more... )

Today was my 20th Birthday. I feel old.

xoxo

I have so much to say... but I just don't know how to say it.

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I miss you. I wish when I woke up tomorrow, that it all would have been a bad dream, and you were still here with me. I love you.

Thanks to the comments I got from Whitney and Sarah I started to feel a little better. I think my bitterness is coming from the fact that it is November and almost the 27th. Which is never a good time of the year and I'm just always moody and sad. It's almost 5 years later and it still hurts so bad. Every year I think it will be easier, but it ( Read more... )

You know what I realized? I graduated and now I have no friends. I think I lied to myself in high school and actually believed that people liked me. No one ever calls me, I never go out anymore. I just stay home. By myself ( Read more... )