you haven't seen the world outside for days
you sleep, you hope, you wait
imagination disappears
and all the dreams you have you save
confrontation like a mirror
they try to take your mind away

I don't know, but I believe in yesterday
and what it means to bleed 
and know that you're okay.

are you waiting?
no matter what you say
no matter what you do
no matter ( Read more... )

haha oh my gosh. tweedie emailing me was like the highlight of my day, haha.

"...I especially miss the well meaning, but make me feel RAGINGLY awkward comments, followed by "hehe" or something"

"...-Tweedie (P.S. still invited to the wedding)"

oh my goshhh i miss him. and you. alot.

so, summer is coming to an end.
which makes me really sad.
at least it's been a good one.
i met so many awesome people,
and just had a freakin awesome time.
I'LL MISS YOU SUMMER <3.

p.s., junior year just may be the funnest year yet... :]

HOW TO EMAIL ME WHILE I'M AT 
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(BECAUSE I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER IF YOU DO<3)

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THIS PAST WEEK

• 
  lots of shopping. spent probably over $200 in clothes.
• 
  first time i've ever gotten over $200 for my coldstone paycheck.
• 
  first MORC check came for watching scott, and that was $163.
• 
  ennis's house, hahaha honestly one of the funniest things i've ever seen. let's just say drunk boys + peanut ( Read more... )

ahhhhhh i don't know.

MMM wow let's see. alot has happened.

well the panic! at the disco concert was absolutely amazing.
I TOUCHED BRANDON. i was right on the stage.
and i lost everyone else for a while haha, but oh well.
the mosh pit was nuts, i fell down at least like 3 times
and got tons of bruises from the concert. but oh well. 
because it was amazing. 
i bought two t- ( Read more... )

so I went to howell to see my springhill friends friday, friday night and saturday :]. it was really fun. we went and saw kenzie's grave, went swimming, had a bonfire, layed outside and looked at the stars :], hahaha drew on ivy's face when she fell asleep and yeah it was just fun. iii missed them. but i might be able to see them in like a week ( Read more... )

summer has been really, really sweet so far.
ryan's pool is always insane. especially saturday, haha.
sunday me, mariana and embe went to hollie, matt and sarah's grad parties. haha that was really fun. we like to destroy grad parties. then we went and hung out at ryan's where we got yelled at by mr. jap while we were lying in the middle of the ( Read more... )

life is good.
it really is.
it's always so much easier to complain about bad things
then appreciate the good things.
i'm just happy. really happy.
i just never really realized how much i have to be thankful for.