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[_lothlorian_]

wow, havnt updated in a while, this is sadly becoming too much of a trend.

i have just been absorbed with school and the new boy :)

but WTF

Trevor messaged me on facebook last night

out of the blue.

and the weirdest part of it is that i had a dream about him the night before, that i saw him at tailgating...and i was thinking about him all day yesterday

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[qtshorty1625]

I miss you Tara!

I'm sorry you're going through this sweetie. But you're a strong person, and I know you'll be able to figure your way through this. I wish there was something I could say to help you out, but I don't know if there's really anything anyone can say (other than perhaps your "therapist" friend).

Just know I'm here for you and I love you :).

Here's a little LOTR loving for you.

[hedoesntgetit]

"does that mean i have feelings still harbored deep inside? cuz i did really care so much for him? or is it because his contact with me just brings back all the hurt and deciet that he did to me."

THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I FELT ON SATURDAY WHEN I SAW G. and i never ever feel that way when around him, except on saturday it came back! only for a second, but the fact that i wasn't numb to his presence bugged me ugh. It's maybe a little bit of both. I like to think that I'll never get over Garrett nor G, especially not Garrett. Just moving on to bigger things I guess. I truly believe that if you like/love someone enough you never 100% get over it.