Got home from work around 10:30 tonight. It was nice. Home early for a change. I'm really starting to hate being here, and going to work. I mean, I'm glad school's out, but now I wanna sit around and cry. I want a boyfriend, but I can't be picky.. and I am. That's my problem. I hate depression. I think I'll check into some meds or something. Fuck ( Read more... )

OK. This suxks. I'm torn between these two guys that I like, and they both like me. One, kind of has a g/f and the other is kind of looking for one. Hmm, OMG!!! I really don't know what to do right now. I could just be like,... well, I don't want a b/f and pimp them hoes, or... I could be with ONE of them and leave the other one hanging like.. ( Read more... )

mmm. I surrender to the temptaion ( Read more... )

Hmm... I hope he had fun lastnight after graduation without me. I hope he was lost in a daze thinking about me like I was him. I wonder why he tells me he cares but then he does the things he does and makes me think he doesn't. Plus, he got all upset over me writing something mean about him on my folder. I tried to tell him that I did that when he ( Read more... )

Well, it's all over. Sr. class 2005 of JHS graduated. It was sad, but very exciting. I know I'm ready. Kind of... anywho. I got pictures of alot of people. Aaron, Kyle, Zach, Sara, Brian Greenwood, Brian Veteto, Craig Escue, Justin Luce.... all them good folks. I love yall and I'm really sad. :( But so happy for yall. I'll miss everyone so much ( Read more... )

Today has been a really really really lazy day. I woke up around 9:30 b/c my mom slept in my room lastnight. But I'm not sure why. I woke up when she got up, then I did something and went back to sleep around noon. Then, I didn't wake up until like 4ish. I must have been dead in my sleep lastnight b/c Zach called 3 times and I didn't hear the phone ( Read more... )

man, tonight at work, just like every night at work.. sucked big harry ding dongs. wow. I dun like work.. but I gotta have money now to fix my mommy's car. or something like that. actually insurance is paying for it but I still wanna pay for something. I mean, I am the reason she doesn't have a car. and people are telling me not to beat myself up ( Read more... )

I'm at home today, throwing up. it really sucks.. I'd rather be at school but I'm not. I'm throwing my guts up. I threw up like 7 times since about 6:00 this morning. ewwwwww. I just wanna go back to school and everything be normal. but its not so I'll go now.. and probably throw up 7 more times before I go to the doctor this afternoon. yay. toast ( Read more... )

I want a boy ( Read more... )

come on, bitch, and tell people some more lies on me..tell them all of the things that aren't true..tell them all the things that make me look like a horrible person.. just know that its only hurting you in the end and its only going to show that you're the person that's a liar and "stabs people in the back", thanks ( Read more... )