The sleepover is in full effect.

Tonight was like one of the funniest things ever.
mmk.

God it's so hard not calling you.

And not being able to call you "baby" or tell you I love you.

I'd really appreciate it if you called me.

Damn it. I'm so pissed off. And I still fucking want you. Not the "you" right now though. The one without influence from other people. The one I grew to love, as corny as that sounds.

Don't lead me on.

Or ignore me.

If this is what you want...at least let me know. And act like it.

I'm sick of doubting.

The last thing I need right now is uncertainty. Or for my boyfriend to treat me like shit.

Every bit of hope I have is just a slap in the face.

I never want a family like the one I have no.

I can't take it.

It was so hard to keep my composure this morning.
Luckily work kept me busy.

And the minute I get home, I'm on fucking livejournal crying.

I don't know what's going on.
Call me.

When the sun came up ( Read more... )

Every day is another chance for things to get more fucked up then they were the day before.

This is one of the last things I need.
And don't ask. It isn't important.

So yeah, The Archaeologist did really well, especially for it being their first show. Matt and I got chased by some crazy guy in a truck, but he lost us. Then he had like no gas, so we left early to find a gas station that was open. We didn't come back to the show 'cause we just ended up doing our own thing. "NIGGATARDS!" Hahaha ( Read more... )

I keep trying not to update, but what the hell ( Read more... )