to go or to stay. ?
i'm not sure whether to wait or whether to flee.

canada.

i suddenly feel absolutely clarified.
i need to go back, to italy, asap. i need to see these people. i need to hold my brother.

it feels good that untouchable, vague thoguhts have suddenly concreted themselves in unbending desires.

i need to go back, alone, & soon.

the board of studies decided to be generous, for some reason. i don't understand it.

ninety-seven point four o.

the only concrete idea i have in my mind for my future is studying arts at melbourne ( Read more... )

i want out. i seriously fucking want out of this house.

anyone need a flatmate or is moving out soon? i can't stay here.

i just had one of the most memorable and amazing weekends of my life. i have never laughed so much, with such good friends, in a world completely our own inpenetrable by any distant worries or nagging thoughts in so long.

as soon as i turned on the abc news this evening i have only the memory of that feeling, because now i feel heavy and sick with ( Read more... )

I complete the higher school certificate today, at approximately 4pm.

that is all i have to say.

I AM SO EXCITED

two more. i'm almost done, DONE !!

Modern history exams make me sick to my stomache.