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[_lyly]

i really would like to die. not because of Keith leaving, although that hasn't helped. but because i'm starting to see a pattern in my life. anything i try really hard for ends up getting screwed up by something i have no control over. and i feel i've failed more than the average person, and it makes me feel somewhat useless and pathetic

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[loulou666]

I know exactly how you're feeling. I had more-or-less the same situation with the last boyfriend I had before I met Dave. I have to be perfectly honest with you and say I thought exactly the same about staying friends with the bloke and then possibly get back together. But after a couple of months I realised it was never going to be. I think it's possible you may have to do the same with Keith

[loulou666]

Oh, and if you have access to Buffy the Vampire Slayer videos/DVDs this is a great time to dig them out and watch them. Nothing helps mend a broken heart like a bit of kick-ass action. I particularly recommend season 5 :D

[iklwhitelie]

TT.TT i miss our kicking ass on RO