Marla shouts!
And I don't think that you know what you've been missing.
I've been through too much shit to waste my time trusting people.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes so I can fall asleep tonight and die.
Tomorrow, we bowl. I kick all the little kids asses.
I get paid Friday. By the way, does anyone want to hook me up with some 6 gauges for a few weeks? I'll give you a free pair of 4 gauges. I want to buy whatever gauges I need and a copy of Fluffy White Clouds.
Just 'cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there.
My horoscope for tomorrow:
Even if you don't feel your absolute best right now, why not try to look like you're on top of the world? Sometimes projecting an attitude of confidence gets you halfway there.
Telling me that facades are cool sometimes? I've known that for three years.
My future tattoo (minus the signature).
I really want to move out when I graduate high school. I love the house I'm in, there are never really any problems. It's just that I want to experience something new. People are telling me to leave Miami. School elsewhere. But I don't want to. I don't have a band now to stay for (now that I've dropped that), but I really want to stay for the people I'll miss, like Romy, Janessy, Chris from Save Arcana, Yosuel, Jeff, Carlos, Robert, and many, many more of you. I still feel as if I'm meeting cool people, like the newest people I've met, Nina and Sophie. I just want to finda someone to room with. But I don;t know. I'm just eating shit. I need a car first.
SheKnowsImRight: i just feel that my life is quite monotonous.
kissthisbroknjaw: elaborate?
SheKnowsImRight: wake up, go to work, come home, workout, go online, fall asleep. repeat 3 more times. then wake up, go to work, come home, shower, go to sunset, fight, come home, shower, online, sleep. wake up, eat shit for hours, go to sunset, fight, come home, online, sleep. wake up, eat shit all day, sleep. wake up go to work....
SheKnowsImRight: my week.
kissthisbroknjaw: lol
kissthisbroknjaw: wake up early. go to camp. spend hours in the pool.take hot shower. buy burger king. sit in the hot sun.go home. eat. go online. shower. sleep. repeat 4 more times. and then spend the day in the pool in the weekend. and if i'm lucky, ill go to sunset once a week. thats my week pretty much.
SheKnowsImRight: we suck at life.
kissthisbroknjaw: sigh.
Who wants to meet up at Warped Tour? I don't want to buy my ticket now and get stuck without any friends to meet up with.
A life free of lies and a meaningful relationship.
~T~