Is it possible that I have given my whole heart away, and so now I cant love?

It is odd to find out things that you knew were true but were never confirmed.

I am not the only one. I have tons of closure.

I am a freakin know it all.

My birthday is in 14 days, and i cant make up my mind as to what i want to do. It is suppose to be a great birthday. I am turning 21, I have a decent job, I have super wonderful friends. Yet, i still cant muster up the guts just to be happy and start planning. If one more person asks me what i want to do for my birthday i might explode. I have no ( Read more... )

I deleted my myspace.

I am a bitch and I know it.

This seems to be a theme lately. I was reading through livejournal, and my hand written journals. And it seems to be that at most times, I AM an emotional mess. Since the day I started on livejournal, there will be things saying that I had so much fun and then there will be things about how I could practically die and I wouldn't mind. That is the ( Read more... )

Recently a little bit of excitement has been going on in my life. I have my license and a car, finally I am a bizillion years old. I can now drive where ever I please. I love every second of that, and thanks to everyone who carted me around town. Also, my sister is going to pop out baby Sadie any day now, and I am too excited for words and cant ( Read more... )

I went out with ally last night and i think for the first time in a while, i laughed too much.. about nothing. we went to this party and we were dressed for 1972, with too much eyeshadow and jewelry, but it was too fabulous for words. we were hanging out with some of her friends and her boyfriends friends, and 2 were on motorcycles and one was ( Read more... )

You are able to make my day stop.

WHY?

So this weekend was pretty fun. I spent time with wonderful people. And I learned who is important and there for me. I also learned that counting on people too much is and can be a problem.

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