wow..long I didnt know your birthday is coming up...the 21st right?? Well i gotta find something for you then...sorry but i cannot bring death for you.. That wouldnt be too swell for us.. I think all of us are in pain right now... Its a steep point in our lives.. And im glad that you dont hurt yourself.. i dont either.. .its hard not too when you're angry and out of control..but we can get through this All of us can..and before you know it ..we will be back out of the shadows and into the sunlight of joy...dont ask...metaphors..
yeah im glad that i dont cut anymore..but still...every once in a while i just HAVE to cut...but yeah dont worry i wont..................even though i've been wanting to for a while...i wont cut for now im guessing. not sure but yeah..then it's weird how sometimes, it'd seem like i cant control myself, like im watching myself do it and shit. then once im done, i've realized what i've done..and just ah....its insane. dont know if any of the above made sense but o well....who cares..hopefully you understand what i mean. Mmhmm...welll yeah haha ic..metaphors..blubbers......well im actually HAPPY for once, or so i think..i hope i stay happy now, and dont become depressed again...well i should get going bells going to ring soon.
laterz take care
<3Silent<3
--love kills romance is dead and i dont even trust myself but i love you and you can pull my wings apart and pin me down under glass until the end of days.... atreyu
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I didnt know your birthday is coming up...the 21st right??
Well i gotta find something for you then...sorry but i cannot bring death for you..
That wouldnt be too swell for us..
I think all of us are in pain right now...
Its a steep point in our lives..
And im glad that you dont hurt yourself.. i dont either.. .its hard not too when you're angry and out of control..but we can get through this
All of us can..and before you know it ..we will be back out of the shadows and into the sunlight of joy...dont ask...metaphors..
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laterz
take care
<3Silent<3
--love kills romance is dead and i dont even trust myself but i love you and you can pull my wings apart and pin me down under glass until the end of days....
atreyu
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