We FINALLY talked about florida last night.
WHEN he leaves we are going on a break.
That way, whatever happens, happens and eaither way, we'll still each other in the end.
We'll see what happens.
I'm going to miss him.
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I sleep right next to him every night, but he feels so far way.

So last night I freaked out. For the first time in a long time.
I can't keep going on like this. I'm sick of being a miserable fuck.
I barley slept. I skipped school this morning.
But I must say, I feel a hell of a lot better.
Well, kinda.

I would update this, but there is nothing to say.
Life is still miserable...
Same thing, day after day.

My life has been nothing but depressing lately ( Read more... )

I got into school ( Read more... )

So Tuesday me and shawn went to the funeral ( Read more... )

Went camping in Maine with Shawn, Kristin, and his brother-in-law Paul ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish that I could unlock every thing that is bothering me onto the people who are doing it ( Read more... )

FUCK MY LIFE.

..hard in the ass