Comments | _melly_: IM STAYING STRONG

_melly_

IM STAYING STRONG

Jul 08, 2008 11:29

SO ITS BEEN 4 WHOLE DAYS SINCE IVE SPOKEN TO TOMMY. I WENT BACK TO HIM BUT HE WILL NEVER CHANGE. HES ADDICTED TO OPITATES AND WONT ADMIT IT. HE DOESNT EVEN LOVE HIM SELF. HOW CAN HE SHARE A LIFE WITH ME IF HE DOESNT EVEN CARE ABOUT HIMSELF.. ITS WHATVER THOUGH I WILL SOON GET OVER IT. ITS NOT AS HARD AS IT WAS 2 WKS AGO EITHER. I HAVENT SHEAD A ( Read more... )

broke up with tommy 4 good . jul 3 2008

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qt July 9 2008, 03:52:11 UTC

sounds similar to my last relationship before the one I am in now.

my ex boyfriend was basically depressed and using alcohol to feel happy. but all that alcohol and depression mixed wasn't good at all. he because mean and violent towards me. he never did anything for himself either, hadn't had a job in the 5 years we were together. so we basically fell apart because I got bored with a relationship like that and it wasn't good for me mentally. so I left.

hope things start looking up for you.

=) _melly_ July 9 2008, 16:33:18 UTC

THANKS FOR THE COMMMENT. YEA THATS A GOOD WAY TO PUT IT. I DID GET BORED. BORED OF ME ALWAYS PAYING, BBORED OF HIM LIEING AND STEALING FROM ME TO SUPPLY IS ADDICTION, BORED THAT HE NEVER WANTED TO GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING, BORED HE HAD NO DRIVERS LISCNCEN OR BANK ACCOUNT, BORED HE MOVED BACK HOME AND LOST HIS JOB. LOL. HE ALWAYS SAID OH U THINK U ARE SO MUCH BETTER THEN ME. YOUR NOTHING. IM LIKE EXCISE ME BUDDY. I AM BETTER THEN YOU. AND I WILL BE UNTIL U GET OFF THE PILLS. LOL. HA I LIKE TALKING SHYT ABOUT IT CAUSE ITS MAKING IT EASIER FOR ME TO BE STRONG. HIS 21STY BDAY IS TODAY AND IVE BEEN TEARING UP ALOT THINKN ABOUT HIM. BUT HE DOESNT CARE ABOUT ME OR HIMSELF. SO SCREW HIM.. BUT ANYWAYS. ADD ME ON MYSPACCE. LOOK UP MELANIE HACKER. FORT MYERS. TTYL HUN