MELLZ & TRENDZ

[_mellyz_world_]

so yesterday two other cusins of mine came down from NY.. my brother me & Jose left the crib like @ 9:3O in the morning cuhs it wuhs at the FORTLAUDERDALE airport..  & dey wuhs gettin` hea @ 1O:3O.. yoo i wuhs dead tired cuhs the night before i wuhs on the fone wid Raymond till like 2:3O.. :D..  so yeh.. i slept the whole way over der.. & i finally

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[_iits_urkah_]

raymond is such a sweeheart!! & i`m doin better <3. we talked for a longa ss time last night. he just doesn`t know if he wants that serious of a relationship right now & he don`t wanna lead me on. i understand but still :\ i love him so much.. you don`t even kno. but he told me it wasn`t anyone else & that if he wanted a girl i`d be the first person that he would come to. lOl. but that made me feel better. so i guess we`ll see what happens. i think i`m gonna tell him tonight that he has so long to decide & then i`m gonna just have to let it go. ya kno? but thank you so much for caring bout me :] love you!!!

[_mellyz_world_]

YES RAYMOND iS THE BEST! ; well im glad things wid you nd` john are goin better.. all i cuhd sey ma`.. is dont ssit down & wait for him.. u knoe?.. do u till he decides wuht he wants!.. b e z <3

[_iits_urkah_]

thanks. i wish i could go out & just do me. but shit.. all i wanna do is sit at hom e& worry bout him. i love him so much. & i know he loves me he just don`t wanna hurt me. & with joshua i would have just said fuk it & did whatever.. but with john it`s so different. uhh.. i dunno how to explain it. but i`ll let you know if anything happens :]

hey

[sonii_boo]

helOo mii love..i saw raymOnd at wOrk da other daii 4 like 2 secs..but hes tOo cOol 4 mii nOw..asshOle..lOl..jk..damn melly ur qirl sOunds like hOw u nd mii used 2 sOund..pretty funny rite? juz 2 think dat we were bOth in dat pOsitiOn..nd urkah..dOnt mean 2 b nOisy Or anythin but juz 4 real dOo u..cuz i did da same shit Of waitin arOund nd da Onlii thinq dat happened was dat i qOt fuked Over..same wif melly..all the I LOVE U N ONLY U nd den randy ended up qettin wif sum1..same shit wif mi X..oh im not leavin u 4 any1 else..a mOnth later he had a new qirl...quyz r asshOles nd deii dOnt think wif deir head but wif deir penis..sOo watch Out ma..its better 2 have u mind prepared 4 da wOrst dan 2 b dissappOinted later...=D...

i <3 u mellz..=]

sOnii*